I am still waking up at night, and it is really starting to take a toll on me. I am unable to rest, and so feel exhausted all of the time. I am going to the doctor again soon to check on my meds. Can't figure why something that is supposed to reduce my anxiety is increasing it. I've never had a problem sleeping before. Weird. And my dad has the opposite problem -- sleeping all the time. Very strange indeed. Anyway, I don't know why life still sucks, but it still sucks. I feel I am not dealing with my problems, but somehow I cannot figure out what my problems are. Sigh.