Killing Kitten

I am seeing someone about killing kitten. C is not interested in her death (because he feels she is an integral part of me), but I want to be complete without her. I want to be just one person, whole, without the silly little bitch whining about having to grade papers and be all dom around people and how exhausting it is. I am sick to death of it. I am sick of dealing with stress by letting someone hurt and humiliate and enslave me so I can relax and feel free. I don't like feeling out of control and that is exactly the way I was feeling a few weeks ago. I feel much better now, even though I hadn't finished grading until yesterday, and that is what usually stresses me out the most.

So I say, death to you, kitten, you sad little slut. I will kill you, no matter what it takes.